I sat down and had a cup of coffee
I talked to you and you were there
This is how we always do it since I could ever remember
I stared at the cloudy sky and waited for the rain. I have always loved the rain.
I said I was tired. I knew you understood.
I said this is all I am and I have nothing more to give
I cannot breath sometimes
It is too hard to speak, yet too easy to sleep on it
You listened, even though I sometime don’t
This is how I pray. I don’t need other people to tell me about what is the right thing to do when communicating with God. It is such a personal experience that I doubt everyone would understand.
That’s okay. Today I might have cried or failed, but tomorrow I’ll come back stronger than ever. As long as I know he is there with me 🙂